Thursday, November 10, 2011

Dear Diary,

Today was very weird. I am so angry right now. I thought sixth grade would be easier but it is not! I mean, who cuts someone's hair? So I was in chorus class and the guy behind me decided he was going to be rude. He kept getting me in trouble and making fun of me. He got scissors from the bin next to him and cut my hair. I saw him! Later on the bus ride home, Alyssa talked to me about it and told me she heard I was disruptive and kept making up things he was doing. He stinken cut my hair! Why does no one believe me? Although, a guy on my bus seemed like he did. I think he was there...  I start gym next quarter. It should be fun. I used to love gym before I moved here… Maybe I will love it again. We only get one quarter of it though.

Sincerely,

The Girl No One Believes

 

Monday, December 26, 2011

Dear Diary,

I love Christmas.  It is sooooooo… much fun. Kindles are amazing and I love the toys I got. It was just what I needed to make me feel better. Thanksgiving was ok but my Aunt always has holiday parties and it is just too many people. I have been hanging out with the guy, whose name I found to be Jake,  a little bit and I feel bad because he gave me a present and I gave him none. I wish I could just stay home and never go back to school.

Sincerely,

The Girl Who Loves Holidays

 

Thursday, January 5, 2012

Dear Diary,

Why do I always get in trouble! This guy was making fun of me and I got yelled at. I tried so hard to ignore him but he called me stupid. I am not stupid. “You are the only one talking. Pay attention!” No I am not! They never believe me. Why don’t they believe me?

Sincerely,

Confused Girl

 

Friday, January 13, 2012

Dear Diary,

Today was terrible! He didn't have to sit in the front anymore. By the way, he is only my worst bully ever. He is always making fun of me and never leaves me alone but today it got physical. Apparently I was sitting in his seat on the way home and he was trying to make me get up and move. I am terrified of him so I agreed but he would not move. He stood in front of the seat blocking me from getting out. I kept looking  at the floor and told him  as quietly as I could that he needed to move a little for me to switch seats. He would not move and I daringly looked him in the eyes. That is when it happened. He quickly got even more angry and slapped me. I fell onto my seat and could not help but cry. I hid my face the whole time. He just walked away and sat down like nothing happened. His friends backed me up though. They told me that was wrong and they had my back. Jake tried to make me feel better. He is the best friend I have ever had. At least people have to believe me now if it comes to it. I am even more scared of him now but I will not let people hurt me.

Sincerely,

Scared Girl

 

Monday, January 16, 2012

Dear Diary,

I was wrong. No one believed me. My biggest bully (we do not name him) told the principal that I did something on the bus on Friday. They came to confront me and I told him my side. He looked like he did not believe me, and why would he? On Friday I told him I was being bullied and told him names, including my biggest bully, and he told me he did not believe me! Anyway, I could tell by his face he did not believe me today and so I told him there were witnesses. I got Alyssa and she would not say anything! He got some of his friends and they told the principal it was my fault and I was the problem. I had only one hope left and called Will as a witness. Will is my biggest bullies’ best friend who said he had my back. He was right there and saw it all. He was my last hope. The principal trusts Will more than my biggest bully. Will said he was not there on the bus. Oh my gosh! My biggest bully had a huge smirk. I had witnesses and everything and the principal still did not believe me. I had to write an apology letter and everything. I don't know what he told the principal I did but they believed him and not me! How did that happen? I should have called Jake. I know I can always rely on him… I think I might like him?

Sincerely,

The Girl Who Lost

 

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Dear Diary,

Will someone ever believe me? I had gym today and it was the worst. Why? Because, my arm broke in it. We were playing kick ball and no name, I will not say who in case someone gets this and feels the need to hurt me for blaming them, tripped me. I landed on my left arm and it broke. I was running to kick the ball when they tripped me but no one else saw it. I went to the nurse and she did not believe me when I told her my arm was broken. I broke my arm in third grade and it felt the same way. My math teacher grabbed my arm and squeezed it and told me that is how you tell if someone's arm was broken. It was throbbing and in a lot of pain after that. I tried so hard to stop from crying. The gym teacher, students, nurse, math teacher, and principal did not believe me. I can't wait to see them believe me when I have a cast on Wednesday.  

Sincerely,

The Girl Who Will Be Believed

 

Tuesday, February 7, 2012

Dear Diary,

You won't believe this but, they do not believe I broke my arm. It has been a week and it is terrible. People keep grabbing at me trying to pull my cast off. They are angry and think it is fake. The principal has a theory that I broke my arm so he would believe me. Why would I do that? That is terrible! I have proof that they can clearly see yet they still do not believe me. I might have to take some time off so I do not get hurt by people. Jake is helping to defend me and trying to protect me though. He is awesome…

Sincerely,

The Annoyed Girl

 

Thursday, May 4, 2012

Dear Diary,

I still haven't told my mom any of this. I don't want to deal with her not believing me either. I am scared. My arm has been healed for a while and they did not believe me the whole time. People continue to hurt me and no one believes. It keeps getting worse and I feel less and less safe each day. I wish I could go back to the beginning of the year and never talk. I even tried showing a video of being bullied and the principal thinks I edited it to show what I want. The only good thing this year is meeting Jake.

Sincerely,

The Girl Who Needs Help

Wednesday, May 24, 2012

Dear Diary,

Some guy told the principal I hurt him on purpose and now I am in trouble.  I do not even talk to him because he is rude and I would never hurt anyone. I do not want people to go through what I am. If I hurt someone they win. I learned that people who are bullied become bullies and I refuse to do that. Everyone is calling me a bully though and saying that I hurt him. I did not and a bully is someone who repeatedly does something that they know hurts someone to cause that person pain, emotional or physical, and I do not do that.

Sincerely,

The Girl Who Just Needs Someone To Believe

Thursday, May 25, 2012

Dear Girl,

I decided I will write in this journal as a response to what is happening to you but not show anyone. I wish sixth grade would be easier for you but it has the same people you have always dealt with now just with people who hate sixth graders. I heard that guy making fun of you. I don’t understand why you got yelled at for defending yourself. I also saw him cut your hair. Very odd… I wonder why he wanted your hair. I wish I stood up for you. I wish I was there for you. I would help you. The rumors spread fast but it is not fair your friend did not believe you. I would believe you if you told me something. I am in all the same classes as you, even the same bus, but you never saw me. Don’t count on gym being fun next quarter. I heard you thinking that outloud. The people in there will still not like you. I am sorry that you had to go back to school. I always see you get made fun of and it is wrong. I really want to help you. I will atleast be friends with you while no one else will. They all know you are smart and that is why calling you stupid will bother you. If they said something true like you hand writing is not that great that would not hurt. You should not get in trouble though. I also saw you felt bad when I gave you a present. Your present to me is just being my friend. Don’t ever feel bad because I wanted to give back to you. You come to school every day and face no one believing you and it makes me believe I can do anything. I want to give that back to you. I was on the bus that day. I saw the whole thing happen. I am so sorry. I wish I could help. If I was called to witness I would have told the truth. Don’t let it get to you. It could be much worse. They will always believe him and not you because you are an outsider. Don’t listen to what they say and don’t let it bother you. I wish you would let me help you. I really like you… I wish I had stopped it before it happened. I saw what happened in gym. I can’t believe he tripped you. I do believe it because I believe you and I saw it but still. That is horrible. You should not be afraid of anyone. I have and always will have your back. That math teacher should get in trouble. No one should even touch you let alone hurt you.  I can’t believe they didn’t even trust you when you told them it was broken. Everyone laughed when you fell so I can’t wait to see them feel bad. They should believe you but I will no matter what. You could tell me you saw a pig reform out of bacon and fly and I would believe you one hundred percent. Just be careful because at this point I feel like they won’t believe you if you say you have brown hair. I know you did not hurt that guy and you are most certainly not and never will be a bully. Ignore them and don’t let it get to you. Don’t even try to educate them on the real definition of bully. You have a fighting spirit and I know you would never let them win, don’t feel like you are fighting a battle all by yourself. You have me and together you will never fail. I got you no matter what. They went back to only saying things so they would not get caught so that is a good thing. I don’t have to rough people up anymore. By the way that was a joke. You might want to tell your mom though. It is important and this is something she should know. Never give up and stay strong. You can trust me. Please don’t be angry that I helped you without you asking. I will help you if you let me. You are amazing and I am happy we are friends. Don’t ever wish you did something different. All you did was stand up for yourself and there is nothing wrong with that. Promise me you will not doubt yourself and never stop doing what you think is right.

Sincerely,

The Guy  Who Understands, Is Confident, Who Will Help You Win, Who Will Help, The Guy Who Believes