Saying yes to this is the worst thing I could’ve done. Can I tell my brother something that’s not a lie? Would he be impressed by my honesty? Heart-stopping a whole second per pump, adrenaline programing my hands to shake and sweat. My stomach feels like it’s puking and rattling, not just because of the tickling butterflies, but because of my meal before this. How many people will be on it? I regret agreeing to this rollercoaster ride.