I have a fear that I’ll be different from everyone
Else. All this fear and agony squeezing me like
A belt.
Worrying about what other people think can
Change who you are. For all you know, you could’ve been
a shining star.
I’ve never set apart, I always walk with the crowd
If I’m different I shouldn’t feel depressed, I
Should feel proud. I’m afraid that to
Everyone else I’ll be weird, I wish I could
Let go and all my fears disappeared.
Maybe being different is good? If it was then I
wouldn’t have to hide under a fake personality,
using it like a hood. I’m different and if people
found out then I would become insignificant.
I’m different and I don’t want people to know. To
them I would be some freak-show. They say,
“Don’t worry, I’m your friend.” Little did
I know that was just pretend
I’m different and to hide behind something
I’m not is ignorant. I want to yell it from the highest
Of hills, I’ll be so loud everyone will
Get chills.
People could point and stare and I would
Just not care. The only opinion I care
For is mine and other people should just take the sign.