I can't understand the things i'm feeling
The random angst, tiredness, and grief
When I wake up i feel as if i should stay asleep
To not wake up,drink, or, eat
All i do is stay in bed wide awake
With the same feeling of my body ached and break
Delicate features with delicate feelings
Im sensitive like petals on a flower
Bright i seem but i am wilting
¨help¨ i scream but i'm constantly stepped on with the same weight
being crushed on me
Is it sad that I can't breathe
It's been normal for a while you see
When your lungs feel suffocated like you've drowned
By the endless pour of water continuously bringing you down
Are other people as messed up as me?
Do they have the urge to do nothing but just scream?
I dont if im the only one but
My sunflower sadness is never gone but maybe just begun.